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In everyone's eyes, I am a collection of labels: decisive, resolute, and as aloof as an unblemished ice lotus atop a snow-capped peak. They revere me, much like they would a precisely functioning machine, an unquestionable symbol. They cannot see, nor could they ever imagine, what diametrically opposite soul, yearning for utter shame and humiliation, lies hidden beneath this impeccably tailored, expensive suit skirt. Yes, I am an S&M player, utterly consumed by the near-death euphoria of asphyxiation and the thrill of exhibitionism at the precipice of danger. These two desires, like venomous serpents, coil in the darkest corners of my heart, their forked tongues flicking, tempting me. While the calm, crushing of opponents across the negotiation table and the unquestionable commands issued in board meetings are undeniably intoxicating, it is only when I completely relinquish control, placing myself in absolute vulnerability and peril, that I feel the most violent tremors and release deep within my soul. My office, this glass palace perched on the top floor, overlooking all below, is both my throne of power and my most private playground. Once the wooden door is shut, the order and rules of the outside world are temporarily sealed away. Within these walls lies another, twisted yet true universe, belonging only to me. I often find myself kneeling at my office door, the cold marble floor pressing against my knees through the thin carpet. Utterly naked, not a stitch on, my hands are manacled behind my back with cold metal handcuffs. I strain my ears, listening for any movement in the corridor outside: the crisp click of high heels on the floor, the low murmur of colleagues conversing, the hum of the printer… In that state, these everyday sounds become acutely clear and intensely stimulating. Each time footsteps pause at my door, followed by a knock, my heart rate instantly rockets to its peak, a potent cocktail of immense fear and ineffable excitement. I respond in a voice as calm as possible, perhaps even tinged with the annoyance of being disturbed, "One moment, I'm busy." Those outside usually fall silent immediately, waiting respectfully. Listening to their perhaps confused, perhaps anxious breaths through the thin door, imagining their expressions if they knew the ignominious posture of their revered CEO kneeling behind it… This intense contrast and clandestine sense of exposure sends an electric current through my entire body, bringing an almost dizzying pleasure. Sometimes, in the late afternoon, when the corridor is deserted, I muster even greater courage. I gently unlock the door and push it open a crack, then, still naked, I kneel behind the gap. My field of vision is limited, catching only a corner of the opposite wall or the green leaves of a distant potted plant. But the flow of air, the faint sounds from afar, all contribute to a larger stage, brimming with unknown risks. On one occasion, a department head, seemingly having forgotten a document, hurried back. His footsteps approached, and I could even hear his heavy breathing. Time seemed to freeze. Every muscle in my body tensed instantly, my heart pounded against my ribs, and a wave of shame washed over me. Yet, within this overwhelming shame, a more potent, reason-defying pleasure surged from the depths of my body. He was only a few steps away; a slight turn of his head, a glance through that door crack… Fortunately, or perhaps "unfortunately," he did not. He walked straight past, his footsteps gradually fading. I collapsed to the floor, drenched in a cold sweat, yet feeling an ultimate emptiness and satisfaction. This game of teetering on the edge of discovery is a drug I cannot quit. And today, a grander, more thrilling stage has been set for me. The company lobby is undergoing partial renovation, with a new batch of one-way glass procured for the new conference rooms. This glass is tall, heavy, and offers exceptionally clear imaging; from the inside, one can see everything outside without obstruction, while from the outside, it appears as ordinary, slightly reflective, rough mirrors. Currently, they are temporarily placed in the center of the lobby, arranged into a square area at my "specific" instruction, like a transparent cage awaiting its final hoisting. No one knows that this arrangement is an opportunity I have long awaited. I have rehearsed it countless times in my mind. During the lunch break, the building is relatively quiet. Under the guise of inspecting the renovation progress, I sent away the personnel near the lobby. My heart beats heavily and rapidly in my chest, my palms sweating slightly with excitement. I take a deep breath and, feigning nonchalance, approach the glass enclosure, find a pre-arranged entrance, and slip inside sideways. Then, I carefully slide the last piece of glass back into place, ensuring a tight seal. "Click." A soft sound, like a lock engaging. Instantly, I am enclosed within a completely transparent fortress. Everything in the lobby outside is visible: the gleaming floor tiles, the scattered employees walking back and forth, the receptionist behind the front desk engrossed in paperwork, the figures entering and exiting the distant elevator doors… Everything is crystal clear, every detail sharp. And they, they cannot see me. In their eyes, this is merely a few pieces of glass leaning together, reflecting their own blurred figures and the empty lobby. This absolute state of "seeing" without "being seen" creates an intensely eerie sense of exposure. I feel as though I am placed in a transparent display case in the center of a bustling plaza, scrutinized by countless invisible eyes, yet utterly unknown. This imagined sense of being "put on public display" causes a fine layer of goosebumps to erupt across my skin, my breathing becoming involuntarily rapid. It is time. With my back to any potential gaze from outside, I begin to slowly, piece by piece, shed the garments that bind my "normal" identity. The suit jacket, the silk blouse, the knee-length skirt, the underwear… until finally, I stand completely naked in the center of this glass cage. The cool air touches my heated skin, sending a subtle shiver through me. I can even feel my erect nipples tightening slightly in the air. From a seemingly ordinary briefcase I carry, I retrieve the prepared tools: several bundles of rough hemp rope, a series of implements, and a remote control for a metal hook – I had already used my authority to understand the hoisting system's controls and secretly replicated a simple controller. First, it's the leg binding, starting from the ankles. I sit on the floor, bringing my legs together, and pick up the rough hemp rope, winding it tightly, circle after circle, around my ankles. The sensation of the rope rubbing against my skin is coarse and real, carrying a primal sense of pressure. I pull it tight, feeling the rope dig deeply into my soft flesh, leaving clear indentations. Pain mingles with pleasure, spreading like ripples. Then, the calves, the thighs… until my legs are bound so tightly together that they can barely be separated, requiring only the slightest bend of the knees and the cooperation of my feet for extremely limited movement. Then comes the crucial step. I take a longer, specially chosen rough hemp rope, tie a secure slipknot at one end, and place it around my neck. The cold rope loop against the skin of my throat makes me swallow involuntarily, my Adam's apple’s movement obstructed by the rope, bringing a subtle premonition of suffocation. The other end of the rope, I toss upwards towards the pre-installed metal hook for hoisting the glass. The hook's surface is slightly worn, reflecting a cold, not entirely smooth sheen under the light. I pull the hanging rope taut, adjusting its length, allowing me to stand steadily at first. Then, I begin to tighten the rope around my neck, little by little, while my heels slowly lift, my body's center of gravity gradually shifting forward onto the balls of my feet and my toes. Initially, it's just a slight tiptoe, about two or three centimeters off the ground, a familiar posture tinged with restraint. The pressure on my neck is almost imperceptible, my breathing still smooth. But this is not enough, far from it. I crave that more extreme sensation, the feeling of being on the edge of life and death. I continue to tighten the rope, lifting my heels higher. Five centimeters… The pressure on my neck becomes noticeable, my breathing requiring deliberate deepening. Seven centimeters… My trachea is compressed, blood rushes to my head, my cheeks flush, and I can hear the buzzing of my own blood flow and my increasingly rapid heartbeat in my ears. Ten centimeters… This is already a considerable strain; my calf muscles ache, and my body trembles slightly to maintain balance. I must exert all my strength to tense the top of my foot and my ankle to barely maintain this position, preventing my body's weight from being entirely surrendered to the rope around my neck. This is it. I stop, gasping for air, not from lack of oxygen, but from extreme excitement and tension. Now, I am completely naked, my legs bound tightly, relying only on my tiptoes to support most of my weight, my neck constricted by the rough rope, my breathing obstructed. A powerful sense of helplessness and exposure envelops me.

My tiptoes were already at about ten centimeters, a precarious height that was close to my daily training limit, straining to support my weight. Immense pressure bore down on my neck, making breathing difficult. Now, as the hook ascended, the rope around my neck was yanked upward with a jolt! "Nngh—!" A short, pained grunt was choked off in my constricted throat. My body was pulled upward by an irresistible force, the gap between my toes and the ground widening. Ten centimeters... eleven centimeters... twelve centimeters... To alleviate the terrifying pressure that threatened to snap my neck, I had to strain, almost instinctively, to push my toes higher, attempting to keep even a millimeter of my soles in contact with the ground to share the dreadful traction. My ankles bent at an unprecedented angle, my entire body weight and the upward pull concentrated almost entirely on those ten toes, curled tightly and digging into the ground, and the front edge of my soles, stretched to their absolute limit. The muscles in my calves felt like red-hot iron bars, spasming and trembling violently, showing they were enduring a force far beyond their capacity. The tendons on the top of my feet stood out clearly, my skin pale, as if it would tear apart at any second. My feet, which had only felt a slight sting before, now throbbed with a piercing agony, as if every metatarsal bone was crying out under the unbearable strain, threatening to shatter under this horrific pressure. The worker, pressing the ascent button, seemed puzzled that the glass wasn't rising with it. He couldn't see that the cable connected to the glass was slack. He released the button, and the hook stopped ascending. I was granted an extremely brief respite. No, it couldn't even be called a respite. It was merely a temporary pause from the escalating, seemingly endless ascent. I maintained this tiptoe position, at least two centimeters higher than before, my body drenched in cold sweat as if pulled from water. Sweat dripped from my temples, the tip of my nose, and my chin, forming small, dark wet patches on the smooth floor beneath my feet. My lungs burned, each inhale feeling like swallowing shards of glass, sparse and agonizing. Flickering black spots began to appear at the edges of my vision, and the ringing in my ears drowned out the other noises in the hall. I stared fixedly at the worker's silhouette outside the glass wall, using all my willpower to project a silent plea to stop. But he couldn't see me. In his eyes, these were just several silent, unresponsive panes of glass. He walked around the array of glass panels, patting the walls as if inspecting something. The "thump-thump" of his palms against the glass made my heart leap with every strike. Then, he looked down at the remote control again, a more confused expression on his face, muttering to himself, "Strange, the hook is fine... Let's try again." No! Don't press it again! I screamed internally, my lips moving silently, unable to form any coherent sound. Only a faint, whimpering "huk-huk" escaped from the depths of my throat, born of extreme fear and suffocation, like the cry of a young animal. His finger pressed the button of destruction once more. "Bzzzz—!" The motor whirred to life again. This time, it seemed to run more smoothly, the hook ascending faster, more resolutely! "Ugh—!" I could no longer suppress it, letting out a distorted, hoarse cry of pain. My body was yanked upward with even greater force! The distance between my soles and the ground instantly widened! Thirteen centimeters... fifteen centimeters... eighteen centimeters! My ankles and the balls of my feet were now bent at an almost inhuman angle, almost forming a straight line with my calves. Only the very front of my toes, the toe pads, still made tenuous contact with the ground, offering a minuscule, symbolic support. This was no longer "tiptoeing" but a complete "toe-point"! My entire body weight, combined with the upward pull, bore down on my neck and those ten toes bearing everything, with almost no buffer. Pain! An indescribable agony radiated from my feet, as if countless red-hot steel needles were piercing from my toes, traveling along my bones all the way to my calves and thighs. My calf muscles convulsed as if being torn, no longer able to provide stable support. The rope around my neck had dug deeply into my flesh, and everything before my eyes was now tinged with a bloody halo. Breathing had almost completely ceased, only a tiny amount of air managing to squeeze into my lungs through the narrow gap of my severely compressed trachea, bringing a near-death sense of suffocation. I strained my head back, desperately trying to stretch my neck and gain a sliver of space, but this action made my balance even more precarious, concentrating my body weight further onto my toes, creating a vicious cycle. My body began to tremble uncontrollably, from my bound legs to my spasming abdomen, to my heaving chest with its bouncing breasts, every inch of muscle emitting a desperate wail. Sweat streamed down my body like a brook, making my naked skin reflect a slick, lewd, and fragile sheen under the lights. The hook continued to rise. Twenty centimeters! This was my limit! A lucid part of my brain was screaming a frantic alarm! Any higher, even one centimeter, and my toes would completely lose contact with the ground, my entire body weight borne solely by my neck! That meant... a broken neck! Death! At this critical juncture, perhaps my contorted expression and violently struggling body finally caught the attention of a distant passerby, or perhaps it was mere coincidence, but a middle-aged man in a suit strode over and shouted at the worker, "Hey! Old Wang, what are you doing? This batch of glass isn't scheduled for hoisting until this afternoon, Secretary Li hasn't even checked it yet! Don't mess around!" The worker, known as Old Wang, startled and quickly released the button, stopping the hook's ascent.

The hum of the motor was like the grimace of death! The hoist, which had just descended a few centimeters, shot upwards with even greater speed! No! Not just upwards! It ascended even higher than the previous worker had left it! "Ughhhhh—!" An intense, far greater than before, pulling force emanated from my neck! My throat bones let out a clear, chilling "crack," as if they had already fractured! My breath was completely, utterly, mercilessly cut off! My vision instantly turned black, filled with a chaotic dance of countless white spots! My toes! My toes! Previously, only the tips of my big and second toes could lightly touch the ground. Now, under this powerful, mechanical, and utterly merciless force, my toes were pushed to their absolute, true limit! My entire foot was almost perpendicular to the ground! The angle of my sole to the ground exceeded 80 degrees, approaching 90 degrees! The height I was standing on my tiptoes must have surpassed 20 centimeters, reaching a terrifying angle that my human ankle structure could barely withstand, an angle I had never imagined! Now, only the tiny, pitiful, rounded tips of my big toes could make a meager, almost imperceptible contact with the smooth, cold ground! This minuscule contact provided negligible support, almost ignorable! The vast majority of my body's weight was now completely, utterly suspended by that rough hemp rope, which was digging deeply into the flesh of my neck, threatening to sever it! The sensation in my toes was no longer pain, but a terrifying premonition of bones and tendons about to be completely torn and crushed! My ankles felt as if they would snap at any second! My calf muscles twitched and spasmed wildly, like two towels wrung to their absolute limit, squeezing out the last vestiges of their strength. Every blood vessel in my feet throbbed, as if about to burst. I was like a flag pulled to its extreme, with only a single, fragile pivot point at the very top, my entire body stretched into a straight line, hanging there helplessly. Struggling was now meaningless; any slight movement would cause that pitiful toe contact to vanish completely, leading to total suspension and instant death. My sweat had long since dried, and my tears seemed to have run out. My consciousness was becoming hazy and scattered in the rapid oxygen deprivation. My hearing became abnormally acute, yet I could only capture the faint, labored "huff... huff..." from my throat, like a worn-out bellows, and the dull roar in my head from the blood rushing upwards. It's over... This time, it's truly over... I've gone too far... Was I really going to die like this, in such a pathetic, shameful way, in the lobby of my own company, within the confines of the "game" I had so meticulously designed? Just as my consciousness was about to be completely swallowed by darkness, my blurred vision caught sight of Xiao Li outside the glass. He seemed to have finally shifted his attention from the anomaly of the rope and hoist to the glass itself. Perhaps he heard my faint, near-death gasps? Or was it merely intuition? With a look of deep confusion and a hint of uncertainty on his face, he slowly reached out towards the glass in front of me. He didn't press a button, but... placed his palm flat against the surface of the glass! Then, he pulled with force! This one-way glass, acting as a "door," wasn't fully locked. It was merely held in place by friction within the frame. With his pull, it immediately let out a soft "creak" and moved outwards! A gap! A gap of about ten centimeters appeared at the seam between the glass and the adjacent pane! The light, air, and sounds from the lobby outside flooded in more clearly! Along with them came the extremely dangerous signal, now exposed to the open space! I could feel the airflow from outside, and even hear the distant "ding-dong" of the elevator arriving more distinctly! And Xiao Li stood there, in front of that gap, separated by that ten-centimeter opening. If he just tilted his head slightly, he would see... he would see their usually unapproachable CEO, whom he had personally "elevated" to the brink of death, hanging there in such a breathtaking posture! My heart stopped beating at that moment. Shame, fear, despair... and a sliver of absurd, lingering hope, caused my body to convulse violently, a final spasm. Xiao Li seemed to be about to bend down, to peer into the gap— "Secretary Li!"

I—Ling Xue, once the formidable ice queen of the business world, a CEO who commanded awe and respect, now found myself suspended in the company lobby's transparent "glass coffin" in a posture utterly alien to my very being. My physical state was beyond description. Around my neck, the coarse hemp rope remained the absolute master of my life. After the "training" by the workers and Xiao Li, especially Xiao Li's final, merciless "lift," the rope had etched deep marks into the skin of my neck. Now, thanks to Security Guard Lao Zhang's unintentional "gift," my tiptoes were raised from the brink of death, about 20 centimeters away, to a "purgatorial" level of approximately 15 centimeters. Yet, the constricting sensation was still sharp and brutal. Every breath—if the faint, almost negligible exchange of air could still be called breathing—was accompanied by a searing pain and the faint, protesting creak of my throat bones under immense strain. The throbbing pressure of blood rushing to my head was constant, shrouding my vision in a persistent haze of red and black spots. My hands were bound behind my back, the wrists secured by the very noose that held my neck, pulled tight against my spine. Prolonged lack of circulation had plunged my hands, from fingertips to forearms, into a mire of numbness and stinging pain. My fingers, clenched and strained for so long, were stiff as rusted gears, each tiny movement sending a jolt of sharp ache through them. The muscles in my arms screamed with a constant, dull ache from the unnatural position. The most agonizing, however, remained my legs and feet, bound together and subjected to inhuman pressure. From ankles to the base of my thighs, thick hemp rope coiled tightly, digging deep into flesh and skin. My fair skin was crisscrossed with rope marks, now a deep crimson, even purplish in places. The rope had sunk so deeply it seemed to have fused with the very flesh of my legs. My legs were forced together, leaving no room for even the slightest separation, severely limiting any potential for struggle. The muscles of my inner thighs throbbed with a burning numbness from the constant tension and the rope's oppressive grip. And my feet… my feet. At this moment, I was on tiptoe, elevated about 15 centimeters. This was considerably higher than the "stimulating" height I had initially set for myself, but a sliver of "mercy" compared to the near-20-centimeter abyss where only the tips of my toes touched the ground, a state of absolute desperation. This sliver was now the entirety of my "lifeline." My heels remained suspended, my entire body weight borne predominantly by the rope around my neck. But at least, my forefeet—the balls of my feet from the big toe to the little toe—could make a slight, tangible contact with the cold, smooth floor. Though the contact area was pitifully small, though the pressure was still so immense that each metatarsal bone seemed to groan as if about to shatter, though the nearly 70-degree angle of my feet to the ground stretched my ankle ligaments to their limit, sending waves of pain… at least I was no longer in that completely suspended state, on the verge of breaking my neck at any second. I could slightly, infinitesimally, adjust the pressure points of my toes. I could attempt to shift my weight, ever so slightly, between my left and right foot, or between the few points of contact on the balls of my feet. This offered me a meager, almost pathetic, possibility of control over my own body. The muscles in my calves, like steel cables stretched to their breaking point and held taut, trembled continuously and at a high frequency. My sweat had long since dried, my skin stretched tight, the muscle contours starkly defined by the persistent spasms, creating a disturbingly beautiful, almost pathological, display of agony. My entire body trembled, a symphony of extreme tension, pain, and shame. My bound, full, and erect breasts rose and fell with each labored, shallow breath, my nipples perpetually hard from the constant stimulation and the cold air, eliciting a strange sensation that mingled physiological arousal with profound humiliation. My flat abdomen was taut with exertion, and the muscles of my buttocks clenched and quivered with the sustained tension in my legs. What made me most mortified was the hidden region between my thighs, already slick and wet from continuous, extreme stimulation—a bizarre pleasure born from the mingling of pain, suffocation, shame, and fear. The slippery, sticky sensation, combined with the friction of the rope digging into my inner thighs, served as a constant reminder of my current lewd and pathetic state. And all of this was exposed—or rather, *potentially* exposed—to the outside world, separated only by a thin sheet of one-way glass and a gap of five to six centimeters. Outside the glass, Security Guard Lao Zhang and his colleague Lao Wang continued their desultory chatter. Their voices, their occasional laughter, their discussions about "President Ling" … each syllable pierced my ears like needles, stabbing into my heart. Shame washed over my precarious sanity like a cold tide. But the will to survive, or rather, the desperate desire to escape this endless humiliation, ultimately overwhelmed everything else. I could not simply wait to die, nor could I wait until the installation team arrived tomorrow to be discovered in full view of everyone! I had to save myself! I had to find a way to saw through that damned rope connecting my neck to the hook! Now, perhaps, was an opportunity. Lao Zhang and Lao Wang were engrossed in their conversation, their attention not fully focused here. Their chatter could also mask any small sounds I might inadvertently make. I took a deep breath—if it could still be called "deep"—and began to attempt movement. First, I needed to create friction between the rope around my neck and the slightly sharp metal edge of the hook. This required me to shift my body, or alter the angle of the rope. Very carefully, I began to shift my body's weight, infinitesimally, to the left. This process had to be exceptionally gentle, avoiding any noticeable sway of my body, and absolutely not disturbing the balance of my toes.

My mind raced at lightning speed. The iron rod! Hard metal! If I could just reach it, maybe... maybe I could use it to saw through the ropes? Or even pry open the glass? This would be so much more efficient than rubbing myself against the ropes! And much safer! Hope! An unprecedented surge of hope ignited within me! But in the next second, reality crashed down like a bucket of ice water. The iron rod was about a meter and a half to two meters away from me. And I, completely bound, my hands tied behind my back, balancing precariously on my tiptoes, couldn't move at all! No... wait! Maybe... maybe I could use my feet? My gaze fell upon my own feet, tightly bound and currently poised on the cold ground. The pale insteps were arched, the toes slightly curled from prolonged agony. If I could just stretch my feet out... grip the iron rod with my toes... and pull it closer... The thought was wild and audacious, almost impossible to achieve. But I had no other choice! This iron rod might be my only chance of survival! I forced myself to calm down, to observe and calculate. The iron rod was positioned to my front left. I had already turned my body about thirty degrees to the left, so my facing was slightly angled towards it. This was a favorable starting position. But the problem was, my legs were bound tightly together, from my ankles all the way up to my thighs. This meant my feet couldn't separate; they could only move as a single unit. Furthermore, the range of motion was extremely limited, basically allowing only small forward and backward swings, or incredibly difficult, minuscule rotations centered on the binding point. Balancing on tiptoes, 15 centimeters off the ground, using my bound-together feet to reach for an iron rod on the ground a meter and a half away... it sounded like a fantasy. But how would I know if I didn't try? The primal urge to survive overwhelmed all reason. I began a new, even more difficult and agonizing attempt. First, I needed to adjust my body's orientation, to face the iron rod more directly. This required me to pivot on my tiptoes, continuing to turn my body to the left. I tried to turn again. The rope around my neck scraped against the hook, bringing familiar pain. My tiptoes bore the immense force of the twist, groaning in protest. Little by little, bit by bit... my body moved like a rusty machine, turning with difficulty. Forty degrees... fifty degrees... Finally, I was roughly facing the iron rod. But it was still nearly two meters away, like an unattainable dream. Next came the most crucial step: attempting to move my feet, or more accurately, my bound-together legs, to "step" in the direction of the iron rod. I took a deep breath, gathering the last of my strength and focus. My toes dug into the ground, and the muscles in my calves erupted with unprecedented power, trying to lift my bound, stiff legs forward, to take a step forward. However, I had forgotten that my legs were tied together so tightly, from ankle to thigh. This not only restricted them from separating but also severely limited the range and flexibility of lifting my legs. I tried to contract my thigh muscles, attempting to lift my right leg (which would drag the left leg along). But the ropes dug deeply into my flesh, hindering muscle contraction. Moreover, most of my body weight was still hanging from my neck, supported by my tiptoes; lifting my legs would immediately break my balance! As expected, when I tried to exert force, my body began to shake violently, the balance on my tiptoes was instantly broken, and the tension on my neck increased sharply! "Ugh!" I let out a pained groan and had to immediately cease my attempt.